i guess i feel like written today..cant say what about im not sure even if i no..and anyway what does it matter no one even looks at this stuff..maybe i need a break..our maybe i should grab somebody up and pretend its friday nite..yeah im grown i can say stuff like that hum! butanyways being that where snowed in...i guess i let my mind take over and my fingers listen.what makes Meeka happy?i can use a big mix bag of heavenly influences i need someone else to talk to..its so hard to talk to my friends now because they heard it all before..plus im tierd off tellin it all.. whats on my mind that is.. i need new information and new experiences.. way over do how do i manage to,work hard,pay bills,take care all responsibilitys and keep my daughter on the right page, im a quiet person..i like lonely nites..its crazy.. i no.. but it gives me time to rethink my daily thoughts..i no im suppose to remaine strong but sometime i get tierd of pullin my own weight sometimes i wish i had that special person i can let my guards down..im a popular person surprisely for just doing me.. everyone likes being arond me but sometime they drain my energy..well gettin back to upthere^my daughter is 17 teen now and soon to be 18 on the first of may 2010 and i really thinks its time to let her go..so she say.. choosing her on path..why dont she.. something happened sunday involving her lil boy friend that makes me no she should stay away from him..i dont care to much to talk about it..but i might say danger creep up on you fast..this i no!!!i worked so hard to keep her safe then trouble knocks on my door..maybe shes the real reason im wrighten this letter who would of guest how this blog what of turned out fortunate those of us was havin fun superbowl sunday unfortunately i had to dell with this ongoing problem..dear abby (can you make it go away)(ive been in sO much pain whats wrong PLEASE go away)SO I WANT YOU TO MAKE IT GO AWAY
